L'enfer m'att.

Love is dead.

I love you forever. -Forever is over.

Why are you my everything, when i’m nothing to you? I don’t feel loved like how its supposed to be. Everything just seems so wrong. You pierce a knife right through my heart, then pull it out slowly. And start stabbing it again. I still wonder why i gave my heart, my soul and my everything to you. Is this how love’s supposed to feel? You said that one day isn’t enough for you to love me, so how could you forget me now? How i envy other people’s everlasting and unchanging love. Thanks for breaking my heart, my soul and my confidence. Last time that i’ll ever be so true. Nobody treats me like this, not even you. Revive me from my grave and push me back in all over again. Thank you so very much.

Overloading. Suffocating. Dying.

Hi, L.YiLing Enfer is mother fucking stress naoooooo! She has to chiong her projects and studies as she doesn’t want to be removed from school. She doesn’t have enough time to study shit at all. ‘Cause she’s flying to korea next wed, coming back next next wed, and exams on next next next monday. Stressful much when she knows shit about what her lecturers have been teaching for the past semester. She’s in deep shit.

She got nagged by her EngineFund lec and Cp for 1 hr this morning. About smoking, life, achivements, blablabla.

Now, she’s like this rope above. Going to break anytime. Physically and mentally.

So much to do, so little time. Cigarettes and coffee are prepared for her to go through the night.

She’s going to burn the midnight oil tonight. Let’s all hope that she doesn’t falls sick or die halfway through. Her head’s spinning, throat’s painful and stomach sourish. :/

Her brain’s exploding while trying to cope with the stress and shit. She’s very dizzy now staring at her books and com.

Therefore she googled this stress reduction shit for herself. All stressful humans can try this as well. If you end up in the hospital / hell / heaven, please do not find her. She has nothing to do with this. Tyvm.

With much amour, ~~Lucifer~~.

Un-titled.

Had been drinking the whole of last week except for thurs night. Can’t really rmb details. So i’m not blogging any other words. LOL.

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Dor: Yeah.

L.YiLing: Yah your cb. LOL.

zhenhao: is this V3

L.YiLing: Ya, why?

Eighteen.

Cabbed to v3 last night. The cab driver damn xialan. Hahas. Not to mention retarded as well. My cab fare was $18 plus? Lol. I gave $20 and he returned me $11 plus. Hahas. Met dor, wenli, audrey, patrick outside v3. Smoked and went in. Had a tower, i kena called up stage for my bd. Fucking paiseh i tell you, almost wished that i could disappear. I got stage fright one, YES! I’M NOT FUCKING LYING. Hahas. Blahblah, then cabbed back to tamp. They ate while i had no appetite. Then went to sit down awhile, then i vomitted. Okay, title drop liao. HAHA. Then cabbed to oasis with dor, wenli, ahbee. Guess what, i managed to fall asleep at oasis. All the way until they leave there. Power or not! Hahas. Then home sweet home.

Above pictures i take for them de, jitao photographer fail her job sia. Is either i was seh alr or i just suck at taking pictures. Lols. :/

Thanks Dorothy.Y, O.Wenli, Audrey.L, Patrick.N for the wonderful night. Greatly appreciated. I love you guys to the max. ^^

Thanks for those countless birthday texts, fb comments, twitter msgs and msn nudges, friends. They really put a smile on my face. (:

Baby, although you weren’t there to celebrate tgt with me, i know your heart yearns to be next to me. (: Lights out at 10pm, you stayed till 12am just to send me my birthday text. Maybe to others, it doesn’t mean much. But to me, it means alot. Your text managed to make my heart smile, i love you high high high. We shall go celebrate a belated one on saturday. :D

Un-happy birthday to me. Tyvm.

Went to pampaga with dor, kelvin and co. on monday night. Left for home at 3plus am? Lols. I vomitted in the cab, into a plastic bag. Title drop again. Tsk.

Zirca / Rebel with baby, zhenghao, juncai and ahwee on sat night. Drank, danced, enjoyed. Nvr vomit. Very good. (: Then cabbed home tgt with baby, he stayed with me till 4plus pm on sunday. Then he book in le. ): Mishiu mishiu.

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It’s Alright, It’s Okay. Ashley Tisdale.

Dedicated to that mofo, czh. I’m glad that you regretted. Like i said, nothing can make me fall. What doesn’t kills me, only makes me stronger.

Late alr!!!

Dearest ahma, ilu. :DD

Cousin! :D

Okay, short update. ‘Cause i’m running late alr. Omg. Went to raffles city meet ergu, cousin, ahma and dagu. Lunch at prego, thumbs up. Bought a bag at Aldo. Somerset 313 walk walk then to plaza sing meet mummy. Walk walk. Then walk go don’t know where. Sist and me bought Dr Martens! I bought white while she bought black. Then bus-ed back to bedok, eat at mummy hse downstair coffeeshop. Then i cabbed home. Glued to the com since 9plus pm. Supposed to reach clarke q to meet baby and his friends at 11pm. I haven’t bathe and everything! SHIT! Bye.. Mishiu mishiu.

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Hehs, sorry. I very tired nao, that’s why talking like an idiot. Lols.

Mishiu mishiu, (nbcb).

In school now, fucking bored / sian / ahhhhhhhhhhhh. LOL. Somebody save meeeeeeeeeeee. Add some colours into my life lah, tsk. Fucking shag. ): 18th birthday next wed. Meaning next weekend can officially enter club. Meaning this weekend still underage. Fucking shit. Nb, siancxzzxc. Hahas.

Ps: I love my stupid nbcb brain smaller than a bird’s fiance. ^^\

I will prove you fucking idiots wrong, go fuck yourselves. TSK!

AND TAG ME !!!!!! TYVM! :D

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liwen,yc sis: tagged ^_^

L.YiLing: Thanks. (:

I know you want me.

Life’s sucha drag. The only thing i’m happy abt is money, club, drinking (wait, it falls under the category of club right?), family, friends and him. That’s abt it. Lol. Life’s a bitch when pple ard you are being such bitches. Maybe i should go read http://www.fmylife.com/ so that i won’t feel my life’s being such a fuck. Hahas. Sorry for shitty pic quality, cause my hp camera sucks.

So i went to lunar on friday night with wenli, dor, and a group of pple i dont know their names, bernard, jiemin. LOL. Lunar’s kinda boring, no offence to those who’re obsessed with it. Lol. There jitao not happening at all. Tsk. When everyone went home, me and bernard continued drinking by the river and talk. Got this guy almost dropped into the river, scare me. Hahas. And i yam bernard in the stomach, LOL. Went to eat ba chor mee, then walk ard. Then he sent me home. Wake up after 4hrs of sleep. Met bernard at kovan, he waited close to 2hrs for me. :x Then went town, walk walk, meet his friends, he send me home take things and send me to mummy hse.