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♥ Diable angélique.

Sweetest Nightmare.
The name's L.YiLing, eighteen, TP.
See me cry, but you'll never see me fall.
I'm Lucifer's Angel, descended upon Earth to make you miserable.

Je ne veux pas sentir la douleur, la sensation sans Novocain.

♥ Nothings doux.

♥ Ne regardez pas en arrière.

Audrey Dorothy Karen Sinyi Stephanie Willy Yuye


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3 May 10 | 8:04 PM

Moved.

Hello everyone, i’ve moved to

http://theia-enfer.blogspot.com 

Please relink me. Thank you very much. :>

Reply to tags.

Dor: Some ppl wanna squeeze also got nth to show. Live with it people.

Enfer: Lol, who?

passer: i dont think that person suit you.

Enfer: Who?

sinyi: ur blog is dead yet got lame people to spam . they’re hinting u to update .

Enfer: LOL! Updated? :/

Stly: it’s fake . hahas

Enfer: Yah, it’s actually siew mai and har gao. LOL!

passer: your boobs are big LOL

Enfer: Lol! I went for breast enlargement. HAHAHAH!

passer: is it possible? are you attached?

Enfer: I’m single. Lol.

a: ya , and dont try to squeeze ur breasts together . its digusting .

Enfer: HAHA! At least i have sth to squeeze. o:

peixian: hihi meet up soon =D

Enfer: Sure. :D

stranger: u gt no boobs at all.but all ur pics u like to show as if u haf.onli see ur bra.

Enfer: LOL! You got touch my boobs before meh? How you know i don’t have. o:

passerby: you had sex already?!

Enfer: You have a vagina/dick full of maggots?! Aww.

Passerby: so you do watch porn movies, let watch together next time :D

Enfer: So you do nothing but watch porn movies, don’t waste my time. :D

29 March 10 | 2:52 AM

Who want sponser me put tat2? ^^

Hawt and sexaye.

Like sweet and elegant.

One mother fucking awesome chest piece. I want one too. ):

The effect’s like using sponge dipped in paint and dapped onto skin.

Pretty cool colour combinations.

The colour like awesome.

Posted: 1:11 AM

Standing Before Crying Crocodiles.

I’ve uploaded 228 pictures. Most of them are fucking overdue-ed. So stop saying that i neglected my blog ah. Hahas. Please have some patience and let the pictures load. Tyvm. ^^

Reply To Tags.

Passerby.: you watched porn movies?

L.YiLing: Who didn’t? o:

Nikkkolynn: Is putting tatts pain ?

L.YiLing: Nope, it’s not painful. (:

18 March 10 | 9:04 PM

<3 <3

APPEARANCE
[x] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I wear glasses      
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings. 
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.

I am:

Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Sleepy. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High maintenance. Pretty. Assertive. Organized. Selfless.

I have:

Brown hair. Blue eyes. Pale skin. Brown eyes. Curly hair. Long fingernails. Curves. Braces. Chipped nail polish. Long legs. Straight hair. A fringe. Long eyelashes. Sore feet. Dark skin. Green eyes. Blonde hair. Dyed hair. Red hair. Short legs. Big boobs. Rosy cheeks. Wavy hair. Black hair. A small waist. Piercings. Tattoos. Big ears. Short hair.

I love:

Babies. Flowers. Kisses. Summer. Coffee. The rain. Candles. Incense. Late night talk shows. Insects. Hugs. Attention. The beach. Chocolate. Music. Hats. Harry Potter. Twilight. Facebook. Black and white photos. Sleeping in. Driving. Narrating my pet’s thoughts. Opening gifts. Buying gifts. Halloween. Cute texts. Apples. Compliments. Country music. Hip hop. Sushi. Sports. Art. Singing. Seeing my loved ones happy. Surprises. Sunsets and sunrises. Skinny dipping. Horror movies. Simon Cowell. Family Guy. Garlic. Hearing somebody talk in their sleep. Being right. KFC. Abstract photography. Concerts and festivals. Tanning. Oversized t-shirts. Tea.

I would love to be a:

Police officer. Lawyer. Doctor. Teacher. Fruit picker. Mother. Greenpeace volunteer. Hippie. Groupie. Rockstar. Footballer’s wife. Therapist. Singer. Actress. Diving instructor. Lottery winner. Company owner. Housewife. Nurse. Builder. Race car driver. Website developer. An inspirational talker. Music teacher. Artist. Chef. Makeup artist. Hairdresser. Restaurant owner. Homeless shelter volunteer. Fitness trainer. Vet. Radio show host. Band manager.

I like to eat:

Fruit. Vegetables. Fast food. Sushi. In bed. Rice. Sandwiches. Subway. Chicken. Cakes. Seafood. A lot. Pasta. Rice crackers. When I’m bored. Cheese. Ice cream. Garlic bread. Peanut butter out of the jar. Eggs. Lots of ethnic foods. Pancakes. Honey. Lunch. Bread crusts. Low calorie foods. Soy products. Gluten free products. Only when I’m hungry. Toast. Beef. Breakfast. Pizza.

I dislike:

Cold mornings. Baths. People dissing my taste in music. People in front of me walking really slowly. Having my personal space invaded. Cleaning. Going to bed early. Wine/beer. Religion arguments. Coffee. The beach. Rain. Children. Having my photo taken. Drama. Gossiping. Hip hop. Cooking shows. Drugs. Cats. People singing happy birthday to me. School. Selfish people. Social networking sites. Swimming. Snow. Eminem. Seafood. One word text messages. Awkward silences. Alarm clocks.

15 March 10 | 7:05 AM

Dig out my heart and bury it please.

Bold the sentence if it is true.

001. i miss somebody right now.

002. i watch more tv than i used to.

003. i love olives.

004. i love sleeping.

005. i own lots of books.

006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.

007. i love to play video games.

008. i’ve watched porn movies.

009. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

012. i believe honesty is the best policy.

013. i have acne free skin.

014. i like and respect al sharpton.

015. i curse frequently.

016.i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.

017. i have a hobby.

018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt. (my mum)

019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

020. i’m really, really smart.

021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.

022.i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.

023. i love it when it rains.

024. i’m paranoid at times.

025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

026. i need money right now.

027. i love sushi .

028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.

029. i have fresh breath in the morning.

030. i have semi-long hair.

032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.

033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.

034. i shave my legs.

035. i have a twin.

037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.

038. i like the way that i look.

039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.

041. i am usually pessimistic.

042. i have mood swings.

043. i think prostitution should be legalized.

044. i think britney spears is pretty.

045. i have cheated on a significant other.

046. i have a hidden talent.

047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

048. i think that i’m popular.

049. i am currently single.

050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.

051. i enjoy talking on the phone.

052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.

053. i love to shop.

054. i would rather shop than eat.

055. i would classify myself as ghetto.

056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

057. i’m obsessed with my blog!

058. i don’t hate anyone.

059. i’m a pretty good dancer.

060. i’m a horrible dancer.

061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

062. i have a cell phone.

063. i watch much music on a daily basis.

064. i have cried myself to sleep before.

065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

067. i have never been in a real relationship before.

068. i’ve rejected someone before.

069. i currently have a crush on someone.

070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

071. i want to have children in the future.

072. i have changed a diaper before.

073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.

074. i bite my nails.

076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.

077. i have a lot to learn.

078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.

080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.

081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.

082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.

083. i have tried alcohol before.

084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.

085. i own the “south park” movie.

088. i enjoy country music.

089. i love my best friend(s). :D

090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.

091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.

092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.

096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.

098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.

099. i’m happy as of this moment.

100. i have gone scuba diving.

101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.

102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.

103. i play a musical instrument.

104. i strongly dislike math.

105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.

106. i own and use a library card.

107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.

108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.

109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.

110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”

111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.

112. i am an entirely different person around different people.

113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.

114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.

115. i am suffering of a broken heart.

116. i am a nerd.

117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.

118. i am left handed and proud of it.

119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.

120. my heart resides below my feet.

121. i am a senior in school.

122. i enjoy smoothies.

123. i have gastritis.

124. i have nothing better to do with my time.

125. i am listening to radiohead right now.

126. most people call me by my middle name.

127. i once stole a music stand.

129. i love nascar!

130. i own over 200 cds.

131. i work 7 days a week.

132. i have mono.

132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.

133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.

134. i’m only wearing underwear.

136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.

137. i am the most over analytical person i know.

138. i believe in wasting time.

139. i don’t listen to too much music.

141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.

142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.

143. i love sex.

144. i wanna go home.

145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.

146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.

147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.

148. i’m hungry.

149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.

150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!

151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.

152. i lied about one of the items on this list.

153. my siblings are my best friends.

155. i have a problem expressing things.

156. i have lost a parent.

157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.

158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.

159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.

160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.

161. i love sundance.

162. i do not watch television. Occasionally, even though I’ve got a TV in my room.

163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.

164. i am living at least one lie right now.

168. i’m a little crazy.

169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.

170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.

172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.

173. i have thought about suicide.

175. i can be selfish.

176. i’m so emo at times.

177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.

179. i cheated on a test before.

181. i’m sick of drama .

182. i need a job.

11 March 10 | 11:29 PM

My blog’s dead, doesn’t mean that i died.

Fucking nice shoulder piece.

Sipei sexy, sipei swee. I sipei like ah.

The colouring and effect. Omg! Faint lah.

Sorry to leave my blog dying for like 1 month. Hahas. I very lazy to blog and all. Lot’s of things happened during this 1 month. Happily single now. And sisters? I don’t know what the fuck that’s for. ;D Night life since the exams were over. I think i went out less than 10 times when the sun’s out. But, out everyday when the moon’s out. Hahas. Have been drinking to numb myself. I guess, it didn’t really help much. But, i’m slowly on the way to recovery. ^^ So, i’m going out soon again. Ciaos babies. (:

10 February 10 | 8:04 PM

Goodbye Cruel World!

Goodbye Singapore, goodbye friends, goodbye troubles, goodbye studies, goodbye my love.

Heading to korea in a few hours time? o:! So, tatas everyone. Don’t bother calling / messaging me. Leave me a message in fb or sth. Maybe i’ll get back to you there. Hehes. Goodbye! ;D

7 February 10 | 11:10 PM

Love is dead.

I love you forever. -Forever is over.

Why are you my everything, when i’m nothing to you? I don’t feel loved like how its supposed to be. Everything just seems so wrong. You pierce a knife right through my heart, then pull it out slowly. And start stabbing it again. I still wonder why i gave my heart, my soul and my everything to you. Is this how love’s supposed to feel? You said that one day isn’t enough for you to love me, so how could you forget me now? How i envy other people’s everlasting and unchanging love. Thanks for breaking my heart, my soul and my confidence. Last time that i’ll ever be so true. Nobody treats me like this, not even you. Revive me from my grave and push me back in all over again. Thank you so very much.

2 February 10 | 11:49 PM

Overloading. Suffocating. Dying.

Hi, L.YiLing Enfer is mother fucking stress naoooooo! She has to chiong her projects and studies as she doesn’t want to be removed from school. She doesn’t have enough time to study shit at all. ‘Cause she’s flying to korea next wed, coming back next next wed, and exams on next next next monday. Stressful much when she knows shit about what her lecturers have been teaching for the past semester. She’s in deep shit.

She got nagged by her EngineFund lec and Cp for 1 hr this morning. About smoking, life, achivements, blablabla.

Now, she’s like this rope above. Going to break anytime. Physically and mentally.

So much to do, so little time. Cigarettes and coffee are prepared for her to go through the night.

She’s going to burn the midnight oil tonight. Let’s all hope that she doesn’t falls sick or die halfway through. Her head’s spinning, throat’s painful and stomach sourish. :/

Her brain’s exploding while trying to cope with the stress and shit. She’s very dizzy now staring at her books and com.

Therefore she googled this stress reduction shit for herself. All stressful humans can try this as well. If you end up in the hospital / hell / heaven, please do not find her. She has nothing to do with this. Tyvm.

With much amour, Lucifer.

Posted: 11:33 PM

Un-titled.

Had been drinking the whole of last week except for thurs night. Can’t really rmb details. So i’m not blogging any other words. LOL.

Reply to Tags.

Dor: Yeah.

L.YiLing: Yah your cb. LOL.

zhenhao: is this V3

L.YiLing: Ya, why?