Do you not see how i’m begging on my knees?

I can accept that shit happens. I cannot accept the fact that shit happened because me and adp accompanied sean back to his hse to take money and we played with the youcam thingy. Well, i won’t stop you from leaving. I’ve learnt not to throw my pride away because of love. I’ve felled once, i won’t fall twice. I don’t deserve this pain. I don’t need you to break my heart when its already broken enough. Thanks for proving them right that this relationship couldn’t work out. Thanks for making me regret falling in love again. Thanks for pushing me back to hell. I love you, no more.

According to you, i’m stupid, i’m useless, i can’t do anything right.
I’m difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I’m a mess in a dress, can’t show up on time, even if it would save my life.
But according to him, i’m beautiful, incredible, he can’t get me out of his head.
I’m funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite, i don’t feel like stopping it.
So baby tell me what I got to lose, he’s into me for everything I’m not,
According to you, i’m boring, i’m moody, you can’t take me any place.
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I’m the girl with the worst attention span; you’re the boy who puts up with that.
I need to feel appreciated, like I’m not hated.
Why can’t you see me through his eyes?

P/s: Bloody fucking addicted to Lady GaGa’s Bad Romance now.

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Rachel: the one who always protect you secretly in the dark. <3 yiling

L.YiLing: Are you some physco bitch? HAHA. No, seriously who the hell are you man? -.-